bigger than my body.

someday, i'll fly. someday i'll soar. someday i'll be so damn much more.

cause i'm bigger than my body gives me credit for.

fade into you.

feels like a mazzy kind of day.

alright.

when i can't feel you

i'm not alright.

these four walls.

these four walls, they whisper to me. they know a secret i knew they would not keep. it didn't take long for the room to fill with dust. and, these four walls came down around us.

it must've been something that sent me out of my head. with the words so radical. and not what i meant. now i wait for a break in the silence cause that's all you left.

just me and these four walls again.

if i had a gun.

if i had a gun, i'd shoot a hole into the sun.

and love would burn this city down for you.

hear me.

wherever you are, i'm waiting, cause there are these nights when i sing myself to sleep. and i'm hoping my dreams bring you close to me. are you listening?

hear me, i'm crying out. i'm ready now. turn my world upside down. find me.

i'm screaming for you to please hear me.

hallucinations.

as i walked down the street, my surroundings began to change, my vision blurring.

with every step, the cirrus clouds above my head distorted into various shapes with every blink of an eye.

cats. spectacles. circuses. music notes. houses on cars.

am i okay?

 

i just want an excuse to hear your voice.

i just want to feel something.

i feel happy. i feel sad. i feel like running through the walls. i'm overjoyed. i'm undecided. i don't know who i am. well, maybe i'm not perfect. at least i'm working on it.

it's such a cold, cold world and i can't get out. so, i'll just make the best of everything i'll never have. such a cold, cold world and it's got me down.

don't need my eyes open. oh i, i just want to feel something.

vcr's.

when i find myself by the sea, in another's company by the sea. when i go out to the pier, gonna dive and have no fear. because you, you just know. you just do.

watch things on vcr's, with me and talk about big love. i think we're superstars. you say you think we are the best thing. but you, you just know. you just do.

sad song.

Cause all that's left has gone away,

and there's nothing there for you to prove.

 

you and i.

you and i, we might be strangers. however close we get sometimes, it's like we never met.
me and you, what we can do when the words we use sometimes are misconstrued. well, i won't guess what's coming next. i can't ever tell you the deepest well i've fallen into.